Me...

Yes... For you all out there, I'm gonna write about me... Eventhough I've been tagged by Weena (for qiute some time) and Dom (recently), I been slacking off... Lazy to think???





Appearence

Height: 173cm?? I think so.. That was the last time I checked when I was in like Form 5..
Weight: 65kg. Was formally 71kg when I was in Kuching... But, coming here to KL sure gets you to eat less... Well, at least to me and I'm getting sick of fast food and missing home-cooked meals...




Family/Home Life

I come from a family of 4, being the youngest and only son of the family. I have three sisters.
In Bangi/Serdang [coz in the middle of highway..] (KL) now... My hometown is in Kuching..





School/Work

SRB Chung Hwa No. 1 > SMK Kuching High > UNITEN




Embarrasment

Can't think of any right now though... Maybe I'll leave it in the comment part...




Travelling

Been to Singapore when I was young and revisited 5 years ago? Thailand around the same time too.. Been to Beijing, China and Seoul, Korea in 2004... Wanna visit San Francisco, USA and Japan... (Backpack!!!)



Experiences

I'm 18. Worked for a hardware store once, and a Japanese Cuisine Restaurant as a waiter.
Seen and talked to gays that you wished that your shity life that you wouldn't... -.-" Fuck!!!




Relationships

Hmm... Single. The past is a part of my mystery...




Sexuality

Straight. I don't take that fake stuff!!! Ahahaz




Honesty/Crime

Cheated in Exams once or twice or thrice... Crime??? Hmm... Haven't had the opportunity to serve in the army... [Don't plan to either...]



Drugs/Alcohol

Don't like drugs. If you count caffeine as drug then I'm guilty. Alcohol... I miss my beer!!!!!! Been sober for so long since I came here... In two weeks time... I can finally touch beer!!!
Nah... Only drink when I feel like drinking. Never got drunk or hung over or puked though.. I know my limits.. that is... [haven't found it... ]




Death and Suicide

Well, can't do much about when I'm gonna go, but never thought about killing myself. I think its a waste...




Materialism

Well, who doesn't wish that they've got a billion bucks???




Political/Social Attitudes

~Censored~




Random

Haiz.. Test next week... Sianz...



Lazy to tag people...

Raya Hols week is over... -.-"

Ah... Ain't it F*cked up???

To have the hols where you are supposed to study while avoiding the beef rendang, or maybe some other Malay festive food and being able to study.


Yeah. There's this one subject that sucks. And the test is tomorrow... -.-"



Have I been reading it?
-Yes.



Have I studied it and memorized every point??
-You Ki Siaw ar??!!



How's the test like?
-Ask every point in the text book with true/false or multiple choice questions.



Damn!!!




Haiz...


Oh 神サメ。。。help me!!!!

Fast forwarding stuff??

Things that are to happen in just a few weeks time...

Test (Monday+Tuesday) > 1 week off > Test (the big 3, Calculus, Physics and Chemistry) on the 7th Nov till 9th... > Few days off, could be going off to donno where > back to Kuching!!!!


Ah.. test this Monday and I'm not all that well prepared yet...


Sianz...

天, に...

天, ten.

means SKY if you were to directly translate it from either chinese or japanese.
I prefer to use the meaning of heaven. The last dream lost is now replaced with heaven. A nirvana I might add, something that is different from christian belief and that of the Buddhism. I just like a place that ends all and new beginings be called heaven.


Is this the new begining?


Just wait and see...




に, ni

2, two. Secondary, after ONE, 1. Yeah. Its the second one that I've created while the first is still in my head, not willing to let it out, into this dangerous world that seems to be killing it, eventhought it was just looking through the window, viewing the sun that shines so brightly and melting it, and the nights so cold that cracks the edges of the clouds...


Will I seek my salvation in this newly created world? Or would it be just a self-comforting world that means nothing unless I crave for something that is plain stupid while being unatainable, no matter how hard I try...


My ignorance is present in this new world.



Forgive me.




Will it be sufficient for me to become anew, while still fearing the same thing?




Scared.




Frail against such an idea.




While showing me the light of hope that bears half of the name that is the darkness??





Will a wizard's staff shine through with its cold light, showing the holes that lies on the path beneath me, while falling down means never to escape the dark knights of fear...





Will it be me that learn the trade of a magician or will be a mage that lends me a hand?





Who will show up behind the veil of darkness?





Myself? or...














Sorry for boring you all with all these mindless chatter of my head that seams to be conflicting over some minor problem. Thanks for paying attention anyway; unless you've already scrolled to the bottom of the page.. Hahaz..

Second Heaven??

Yup, will include the japanese characters soon, cause i'm now blogging using a MAC..

Second Heaven, I've forsaken my dream, for it betrayed me.
Will I lay there and wait for something to happen in this safe world, newly made...



Yeah... I had a bad dream... A nightmare, and I'm not willing to share it yet... It was so ridiculus that I never expected it, in a place that I willing lay my hat.


Yume? Warui no ka?

Damn. It sucks hell and still I'm afraid to go in.

When will I???


I've never wish that it would happen and still there's no news and I fear that it will come true. Just let it be a fluke.. I hope...


And it begins.. Something like my first post... ~~

Week in Review...

Something that rarely happens to my Uni is that to clean the water-feature in the campus... Its so dirty that you cant see the bottom of the very shallow pool and sometimes on hot days u may even smell the sewer leaking off the pool that has the combined area of about 700-800m^2... That's alot... Of surface and 'nice' smell coming off it...


For the before and after process... The stinking pool....




[When the water is half-drained, you start to see this... ]





[And when you move closer to where there is no water anymore, you'll thought that the whole pool is so freaking deep and is actually a drain that is used by the University when the lecturers go 'pu-pu'... Ahahahaz... ]





[Wah Pia... Really look like it oh... ]


By now you should know that this post is not for the weak stomached... And so is this blog... He-he...




And now for the after part of the cleaning the freaking smelly and dirty water-feature of this campus...




[Wah... The bottom look like this ar??? So clean... Want to jump in... ]



The whole cleanning process took them like one whole week to drain and water pressure-pump to clean the freaking dirt off the pool... If I'm not wrong, there's 6 of these pools...


One thing that doesn't get me is that the dirt is migrated to the 'tasik' or Lake that the Uni so like to promote...


-.-"



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Rainy nights are here to stay these few weeks near this campus...





Feels calm, when you open the windows just enough so that you can feel the cool breeze to blow into the room and not enough for the keyboard to get wet from the rain...




And you start to turn on something intrumental, like KennyG...



You off the lights... But, the surrounding is still bright enough for you to look at your feet...


Your eyes starts to doze off a little...


You lay on the bed...


Eyes closed...



"Bang! Bang! Bang!"


Damn... Locked the main door and housemate needs to come in...


Hahahaz...





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Anyway, what does this mean???



[Reserved???]


For who??? Ahahahaz...